Saturday, November 18, 2006

prom!

you know what? i think my council seniors are so bang4! they're having exams and lessons and work and lots of things yet they are still able to complete so many things for the prom! haah...i feel like i'm not doing anything la! hee so guilty. and it's so fun to work with them! haha...oh and did i mention they are so capable and knows so many contacts. it's really really alot! you ask them to source for something, they'll find you a list of contacts. wow. ok i'm going to learn from them man...haha...secretly learn...sssshhhhhhhhhhhhh....

prom is nearing! less than a week to go! sigh. one mroe week and i won't see my seniors so often anymore...shoot...


oh and trainings are so fun and tiring! ahah...and we ( the girls ) think that mr goh is so funny and cute...haha...he keeps joking with us?hha..and he told me one day in mandrin,'' ai, you come in the shade, you're too black alr, can't see you anymore...'' i was so shocked la! haha...it's the first time he joked then after that, he kept saying funny stuff...haha...whee....so fun! haah...ok. erm.that's not the point.

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

whee

OP is finally over!!!

yay.but i'm also feeling empty right now. i think the idea of not being able to go to hillview (to pia our proj) has not sank in. sigh. haha..i'm feeling quite weird now. how do i describe it? erm like i haven't been very nice to my group? and now i'm quite guilty of it as in, everyone worked equally hard just to make my group's project successful. yet i've always been complaining abt my group. it's a really mixed feeling. sigh. that's why i've thought of giving something to my group mates. sort of to 'pay back' everything and thank them for their hard work? hee. my group has really been nice, overall though some ppl do not like somE pple. that's not the pt. haha..anyways, GOOD JOB AC 169!!! =) lurve you all!


oh, kathy, if you are reading this, pls pls pls tell me when is the gathering!!! i want to sing again!! arg. feeling so deprived of singing choir songs, though i htink i won't be able to sing anymore. kind of lost the sound and everything? my singing is horrible...rah... ok but still, i want to sing!!!hee...so pls pls pls tell me when you all are meeting and i'll try to go! ;) yups.

and liru, i'm sorry my 2nd last entry's font was so miniature...haha..i didn't realise it. hee. yups.

oh and did i mention to you all that i passed my promos? hee... lucky! haha.. got a U for physics tho. so any one who has a passing grade for physics, pls help me! i really really need help!!!hahah...thanks...


anyway, take care

kaiyan

Sunday, October 08, 2006

exams are kinda over...

hmmm...you know what? i seriously dont' know if any one is reading what i'm typing..haha..i think that this is just anyother place for me to reveal all my frustrations or something? hmmmif there's anyone reading, can you pls comment or something? haha..i feel kind of weird typing stuff here but there's no one to read it. i'd rather pen down all this stuff though. hmmmm...

exams are over! kind of...hmmm...and now..I"M BORED...oh no! i'm so restless, so looking forward to end of the year, to the trip, to christmas! rats. sigh...i dont' like jc life. i really truely miss sec sch life. sigh....

dont' want to continue this any more...

Friday, September 29, 2006

lazing around...

man..think i'm really getting fat! how...haha..i never felt like this before. sigh. getting a little depressed and my left eye keeps twitching these few weeks. hmmm...i wonder if that means something. maybe my eye's hinting to me that i haven't been sleeping enough? haha.. whatever.

oh. today, we had gp and econs paper. i'm so drained. wondering how i'm to survive through the 2 3-hour papers on monday. hmmmm...for today's paper, i thought that econs wasn't as bad as terms. at least i had soemthing to write for the essay and i attempted all questions ok? it's been a great improvement since terms ( glad...) but i'm hoping to be able to at least pass all my subjects (including econs and gp).

hee. it's kind of weird! in secondary school, we'll be like,''hey!what did you get? i got a b3 you know? die la... must work harder! stress ah...''

but now,

''hey what did you get? wow~you passed all your subjects! so pro! i hope i can pass all too! don't wanna get retained...''

hmmm...it's just less than 1 year! haha...what a huge change!=)


oh you know what? i think that i've changed. i've changed to someone more quiet, more lonely, more subtle. i've got no idea why too but i think i prefer my old self. it might be because of the culture? i'm not sure. i begin to see things in a different perspective than before. some people whom i thought(initially)were nice turned out to be those not-so-nice people whom i won't want to be with. even secondary school people you know? sigh. dont' know why things have turned out like that.haha. i was/ am so innocent! i used to think that i shouldn't be hating anyone or staying away from that some one but as time goes by, i'm beginning to realise that i really should follow my heart and stop being such a hypocrate.i'm like back stabbing people and i know i shouldn't do so. i just, i just don't know that i'm back stabbing until i've said it out. sigh. some one please shut me off before i start backstabbing people!

wow. that sounded sad. ya. i guess i've been bottling it up. hee.

k think i shall end this soon or else...(i'll definitely be able to crap until this entry is like super long)haha..

JIA YOU FOR PROMOS PPL!
I LOVE CSS!!!
i'll changed my blogskin soon ie after promos and after jasmine teaches me how to change it! hee..i'm quite a internet idiot, i must admit.


"I walk slowly, but I never walk backward."

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

crazy gal...

hey!

hmmmm. just realised something! i have been using the wrong thing to compose a post all along! haha...man...

okie...i shall make this short coz i haven't done my homework and everything muahaha... i had a class outing like last sat? it wasn't that bad la =) at least i got to meet many many people whom i see in sch but rarely talk to. hmmm...weird huh? same school but i don't get to talk to them. haha.. but the BEST thing is.... I GOT TO SEE SOPHIA! haha... * sophia? are you reading this? haha...* i miss you....right. and i got to play and take many pictures too! i think i'm crazy about taking pictures of things but not me being in the pic! haha....

the outing wasn't bad la... and don't worry ps-ing us...haha... it's ok ya? =) we shall meet up soon k? before you leave! haha... great to see you so fit and still can walk with such big blisters at your heels! ahah... man i htink i'll just wear slippers with that! anyway, hope that it's healing! =)

ya but anyway, promos is in like 6 weeks! argh!!! just only 1 week to study per subject! how to survive? and i'm still on line...can't stand myself...i need motivation! haha...kk... i forgot taht this was supposed to be a short entry. oh well, gtg. seeya!


signing off,
kai

Monday, July 17, 2006

canoe season...OVER

greetings!

canoeing season is over! and right now, we're stopping training until after promos ( i think...) it's only the 2 day without training and i'm already feeling so fat! how am i going to survive? haah...i think i'm not the only one feeling like that coz there are a few people who wants to go running tomorrow too! =) heh...i'm not alone! yay! ok, i've got to admit that i was craving for slums during season but now, after just 2 days of slum, i've decided to go back on my diet...just yesterday, i bit on my lip 3 times at the same spot! so from then on, i've decided to go back on my diet- an oily-free, fried-free diet...=) grinz...haha...yup yup


i've got to prepare for a new week! yups...seeya!

Friday, July 14, 2006

the magical chocolate!

wow! you know that chocolate can really make you happy? haha...it really worked for me though i was only drinking chocolate and not eating it...hahaa..the best thing is, i was super moody today then after consuming chocolate, i became very hyper! haha..so maybe you guys out there might like to try it too =)

oh btw, i'm not sure if the shop from which the drink is bought matters but anyway, its from godiva!!! it's this very posh looking shop along city link mall..haha...their chocolates are so tempting and sinful! arrrgggg....i shall buy some one day....some day...some how...ohoh, though it is ex, it's chocolate is very nice! ok at least their drink was nice alr can? haha..1st time i'm drinking this kind of high class drink...feeling so priviledged and pampered. moreover, the drink is kind of like a treat from some classmate of mine! we shared 2 cups between 4 ppl...haha...


I'M A HAPPY GIRL TODAY!

there's slum, seniors kept giving us food, ate kfc, ate DURIAN today, drank some high class chocolate latte and and and...no school today! haah...

k, i'd better get gg now, see you soon =)

tata